tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-277921152024-03-07T10:01:25.855-08:00AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEAN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-85590635735185005132015-06-05T23:23:00.000-07:002015-06-05T23:23:49.136-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">
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നേരം സന്ധ്യയോടടുത്തു.ആടിത്തിമിർത്തു പെയ്ത മഴ ഒട്ടൊന്നു ശമിച്ചു.ഇറ്റിറ്റു വീഴുന്ന മഴത്തുള്ളികളും ഈറൻ മണ്ണിന്റെ മണവും കത്തിച്ചു വെച്ച വിളക്ക്ക്കിന്റെ പ്രകാശവുമൊക്കെ മനസ്സിൽ ഒരു നൊസ്റ്റാൽജിക് മൂഡുണ്ടാക്കി.നേരമ്പൊക്കിനു വേണ്ടിയാണു പഴയ പുസ്തകങ്ങൾക്കിടയിൽ പരതിയത്.പണ്ടെഴുതിയ പൊട്ട കവിതകളും വലിയ ചിത്രകാരിയാകുമെന്ന ഭാവേന വരച്ച പടങ്ങളുമൊക്കെ പരിശോധിക്കെ ഭംഗി ഉള്ള ഒരു ചുവന്ന കവറിൽ കണ്ണുടക്കി.അതിനു പുറത്തു ഭംഗിയുള്ള കയ്യക്ഷരത്തിൽ മൂന്നു വാക്കുകൾ...'എന്റെ പൊന്നു മോൾക്ക്...'</div>
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നെഞ്ചിലൊരു കൊള്ളിയാൻ മിന്നിയോ???ഒരു പതിനഞ്ചു വര്ഷം പിന്നിലേക്കു പോയതു പോലെ...ഒരു പിറന്നാൾ ദിനത്തിൽ നിറഞ്ഞ പുഞ്ചിരിയോടെ ഒരു കുന്നോളം സ്നേഹത്തോടെ എന്റെ കൈകളിലേക്കു ഈ ചുവന്ന കവർ തരുന്ന ആ നിറസ്നേഹത്തെ കണ്ണുനിറയെ...അല്ല മനസ് നിറയെ ഞാൻ കണ്ടു ...എന്റെ അച്ഛൻ.വെളുപ്പിനെ കുളിച്ചു കുറിതൊട്ട് ഒരു കപ്പ് ചൂട് ചായയും കൊണ്ട് വിളിച്ചുണർത്തി പിറന്നാളാശംസിക്കുന്ന എന്റെ അച്ഛൻ... </div>
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എന്റെ ഓർമ പുസ്തകത്തിൽ ഏതാണ്ട് എല്ലാ താളുകളിലും അച്ഛൻ നിറഞ്ഞു നിൽക്കുന്നു.സ്കൂളിൽ പോകാനുള്ള തിരക്കിൽ പകുതി പിന്നിയ മുടിയുമായി അമ്മയുടെ പിറകെ നടക്കുമ്പോൾ,ഒരു ദോശ കൂടി കഴിപ്പിക്കാൻ തത്രപ്പെടുന്ന അച്ഛന്റെ വെപ്രാളം ഓർത്തപ്പോൾ മനസ്സിൽ നൊമ്പരം കലര്ന്ന ഒരു ചിരി പൊട്ടി.ഒന്ന് കുളിച്ചൊരുങ്ങി വരാൻ ഒരുപാട് നേരം വേണം എന്റെ അനിയത്തിക്കുട്ടിക്ക്."ശ്രീക്കുട്ടാ നേരമായി പെട്ടെന്ന് വാ " എന്നുറക്കെ വിളിക്കുന്ന അച്ഛന്റെ ശബ്ദം ഈ വീട്ടിലെന്നും മുഴങ്ങി കേട്ടിരുന്നു.എല്ലാ മാസാവസാന ദിവസവും ഞങ്ങൾക്കു ഉത്സവമായിരുന്നു. സ്കൂളിൽ കളർ ഡ്രസ്സ് ഇടാൻ പറ്റുന്ന ഏക ദിവസം.അത് മാത്രമല്ല അന്ന് രാത്രി അച്ഛന്റെ വക ഹോട്ടലിൽ നിന്ന് പൊറോട്ടയും ജിഞ്ചർ ചിക്കനും കിട്ടും.നാവിലിന്നും ആ രുചി തങ്ങി നില്ക്കുന്നു. </div>
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തലവേദന കാരണം എത്രയോ തവണ ഞാൻ തല കറങ്ങി വീണിരിക്കുന്നു!ഒരു മയില്പീലി എടുക്കുന്ന ലാഘവത്തോടെ എന്നെ താങ്ങിയെടുത്തിരുന്ന അച്ഛന്റെ കൈകളിലെ സുരക്ഷിതത്വം പറഞ്ഞു അറിയിക്കാനാവില്ല .ഞങ്ങളുടെ ഓരോ വിജയങ്ങളും ആത്മാഭിമാനത്തോടു കൂടി മറ്റുള്ളവരോട് പങ്കുവെച്ചിരുന്നു അച്ഛൻ.കുഞ്ഞുങ്ങളോട് ഒരു പ്രതേക വാത്സല്യമായിരുന്നു അച്ഛന് .കുറച്ചു നാടൻ പാട്ടുകളും ഒത്തിരി കഥകളും കളികളുമായി അവരിലൊരാളായി മാറുന്ന അച്ഛൻ,പവർ കട്ട് സമയത്തുള്ള പതിവ് പരിപാടിയായ അന്താക്ഷരിയിൽ സ്ഥിരമായി 'പെരിയാറെ പെരിയാറെ' പാടുന്ന അച്ഛൻ...അമ്മ കാണാതെ അടുക്കളയിൽ കയറി വറുത്ത മീനും എരിശ്ശേരിയും കപ്പയുമൊക്കെ കട്ട് തിന്നുന്ന അച്ഛൻ....ഒടുവിൽ കുട്ടിത്തം മാറാത്ത പ്രായത്തിൽ മനസ്സിലുദിച്ച മഴവില്ല് കാട്ടി അതു വേണമെന്ന് വാശി പിടിച്ചപ്പോൾ,ഉള്ളിൽ പിടഞ്ഞ വേദന മറച്ചു വെച്ചു ആ മഴവില്ലിനെ സ്വന്തമാക്കാൻ അനുവദിച്ച എന്റെ അച്ഛൻ.ആ നന്മയുടെ അനുഗ്രഹമാകാം എന്റെ മഴവില്ലിന്നും ഏഴുനിറശോഭയോടെ ഹൃദയത്തിൽ ഉദിച്ചു നിൽക്കുന്നത്. </div>
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ആ വസന്തകാലം അസ്തമിച്ചു.അച്ഛനെന്ന ഈശ്വരൻ ഇന്നില്ല.മരണമാകുന്ന അഗ്നി അച്ഛനെ എരിച്ചിട്ടു ഒരു വര്ഷം കഴിഞ്ഞു.അച്ഛനെ കുറിച്ചെഴുതാൻ ഈ പുസ്തക താളുകൾ പോരാതെ വരും.മാലയിട്ടു വെച്ചിരിക്കുന്ന അച്ഛന്റെ ഛായാച്ചിത്രത്തിന്റെ മുന്നിൽ അധിക നേരമിരിക്കാൻ എനിക്കിന്നുമാവില്ല.ശരീരമില്ലാതായെന്നു വെച്ചു ശരിക്കും എന്റെ അച്ഛൻ ഇല്ലാതാകുമോ?നമമൾ എന്നും ആരാധിക്കുന്ന ഈശ്വരന്മാർക്ക് ശരീരമുണ്ടോ?
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അച്ഛനെ ചിതയിലേക്കു എടുത്ത നിമിഷം വരെ മാത്രമേ അദ്ദേഹത്തെ ഓര്ത് ഞാൻ കരഞ്ഞിട്ടുള്ളു.കൂടെ തന്നെയുണ്ട് എന്ന വിശ്വാസമാകാം പിന്നീടു ഒരിറ്റു കണ്ണുനീർ വീഴ്ത്തിയിട്ടില്ല ഞാൻ.മരിച്ചവർക്ക് ഒരുപാടു പ്രിയപ്പെട്ടവരെ കൊണ്ട് ബലിയിടീക്കില്ല എന്ന് കേട്ടിട്ടുണ്ട്.എന്റെ കാര്യത്തിൽ അത് പരമാർത്ഥമായി.അച്ഛൻ മരിച്ചു ഒരു വര്ഷം കഴിഞ്ഞപ്പോഴാണ് എനിക്ക് ബലിയിടാനായത്.അന്ന് അച്ഛന് വേണ്ടി ഒരുരുള ചോറുരുട്ടുമ്പോൾ കണ്ണ് നിറയെ ഞാൻ കണ്ടു എന്റെ അച്ഛനെ...പ്രസന്ന വദനനായി നെറ്റിയിൽ ഭസ്മക്കുറി ചാർത്തി ,കൈലാസ ശൃംഗങ്ങളിൽ,അച്ഛന്റെ എല്ലാമായ ശിവസന്നിധിയിൽ എന്റെ കൈയ്യിൽ നിന്ന് അന്നം വാങ്ങാൻ കാത്തു നില്ക്കുന്ന അച്ഛൻ...കാൻസർ കാർന്നു തിന്ന ശരീരത്തോടെയല്ല ,ഞങ്ങളുടെ പഴയ അച്ഛനായി,ഐശ്വര്യം വഴിയുന്ന മുഖഭാവത്തോടെ... </div>
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ആ ഈശ്വരന്റെ അനുഗ്രഹത്താൽ ആകാം ഒരു കുഞ്ഞികാല് കാണാൻ കാത്തിരുന്ന ഞങ്ങള്ക്ക് ഒരു പൊന്നുണ്ണിയെ കിട്ടിയത്.അവന്റെ ഓരോ ചിരിയിലും കരച്ചിലിലുമൊക്കെ അച്ഛന്റെ സാന്നിധ്യം ഞാനനുഭവിക്കുന്നു.അച്ഛനെനിക്ക് തന്ന മുഴുവൻ സ്നേഹവും നല്കി ഞാനിവനെ വളർത്തും.അച്ഛനുള്ള എന്റെ കടം വീട്ടലാകട്ടെ അത്. </div>
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സമയം ഒൻപതു കഴിഞ്ഞു എന്ന് തോന്നുന്നു.ടീവിയിൽ നിന്ന് 'പരസ്പരം' സീരിയലിന്റെ ടൈറ്റിൽ സൊങ്ങ് കേള്കുന്നു.കൈയിലിരുന്ന ആശംസ കാർഡിലെ ചിത്രം-അച്ഛനെ കെട്ടിപ്പിടിച്ചിരിക്കുന്ന ഒരു കുഞ്ഞു വാവ- എന്നെ നോക്കി പുഞ്ചിരിക്കുന്നു.കഴിഞ്ഞു പോയതൊന്നും ഇനി തിരിച്ചു കിട്ടില്ല എന്നറിയാം.എങ്കിലും,സന്ധ്യക്ക് വിട പറയാൻ മടിച്ചു നില്ക്കുന്ന സൂര്യനെ പോലെ ഒരുത്സവ കാലത്തിന്റെ ഓർമ്മകൾ മനസ്സില് നിറഞ്ഞു നില്ക്കുന്നു.ചിന്തകൾക്കു വിരാമമിട്ടു ഞാനെഴുന്നേറ്റു.അച്ഛന്റെ മണമുള്ള ആ ആശംസ കാർഡ് ഹൃദയതോടടക്കി പിടിച്ചു കൊണ്ട് ഒരു നിമിഷം കണ്ണടച്ചു.ഒരേ ഒരു പ്രാർത്ഥന മാത്രം...ഇനിയുമൊരു ജന്മമുണ്ടെങ്കിൽ ആ പുണ്യാത്മാവിന്റെ മകളായി തന്നെ ജനിക്കണേ!!!</div>
AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-75741000780367341952009-09-18T10:26:00.000-07:002009-09-18T10:34:46.530-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggRqX-bLe8Iys5lPcKsSwSLHKqkpE_soJ3tGtoYiGOrI0-Yhlgt8GXqqfrX9XmxuQ1KzAmVtA3WkXx178o4uBwatjfufJQCRo0FyS888IukkLib-PodFkDVChyphenhyphenM920Kjg25wL7lg/s1600-h/467100-5-lonely-bride.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 209px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggRqX-bLe8Iys5lPcKsSwSLHKqkpE_soJ3tGtoYiGOrI0-Yhlgt8GXqqfrX9XmxuQ1KzAmVtA3WkXx178o4uBwatjfufJQCRo0FyS888IukkLib-PodFkDVChyphenhyphenM920Kjg25wL7lg/s320/467100-5-lonely-bride.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5382862138437482626" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span style="font-style:italic;">CONFUSIONS OF A NEWLY-WED</span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">I SIT HERE......ALONE <br /> IN THE SHADY CORNER OF THIS WELL-FURNISHED KITCHEN<br />MY FINGER SPITTING BLOOD FROM A FRESH CUT WOUND<br />BEADS OF TEAR STARTED PACING DOWN MY OTHERWISE-PALE FACE.<br />AS MEMORIES REELED BACK TO MY WELL-PAMPERED CHILDHOOD,<br />I FELT A BAD ACHE IN MY HEART STRINGS........................................<br /><br /><br />NEVER WAS I ALLOWED TO TOUCH A KNIFE<br />'COZ MY MUM COULDN'T BEAR TO SEE ME HURT.<br />NEVER WAS I ALLOWED TO GO OUT ON MY OWN<br />'COZ MY DAD FEARED THAT I MIGHT GET LOST.<br />NEVER WAS I ALLOWED TO SLEEP ALONE<br />'COZ MY SIS DI'NT WANT ME TO HAVE NIGHTMARES<br />NEVER WAS I ALLOWED TO SKIP MY HEAD-ACHE TABLETS<br />'COZ MY GRANDMA CARED MUCH ABOUT MY HEALTH THAN ANYTHING ELSE....<br /><br /><br />FOR EVEN THE SILLIEST THING DONE, <br /> FOR THE STUPIDEST POEM I WROTE,<br /> FOR THE MEANEST PICTURE I DREW<br />I GOT BUNCHES AND BUNCHES OF APPRECIATION...<br /><br /><br />I COULD SHOUT,I COULD SCREAM<br />I COULD CRY AND LAUGH ALOUD<br />THERE WERE NO BARRIERS FOR MY EMOTIONAL OUTBREAKS.<br /><br /><br />I NEVER WANTED THE SUN TO SET<br />'COZ I HAD MANY A THINGS TO DO...<br />I READ BOOKS.....BLOTTING IN ALL THOSE FLIMS AND FANCIES<br />I WATERED THE PLANTS...MY EYES COLOURED BY THOSE GLITTERING BLOSSOMS<br />I LISTENED TO GOSSIPS..WONDERING WHAT JOY I WOULD'VE GOT AS A GOSSIPMONGER <br /> <br /><br /><br />MY LIFE WAS FUN....MY HEART WAS FULL......<br /><br />THEN.....<br />A MAN CAME IN TO MY LIFE...MY PRINCE-CHARMING<br />EXCITEMENT.....THRILL....WONDER....<br />ALL THOSE EMOTIONS OVERWHELMED MY HEART<br />I WAS ENAMORED BY THE NEW LAMP THAT LIGHTED MY DREAMS<br />HEAVEN WERE THOSE DAYS...<br />BUTTERFLIES SWARMED PAST<br />ADDING A NEW MEANING TO MY LIFE......<br /><br />I BECAME A WIFE......<br /><br />IT SEEMS AS IF SECONDS AGO,<br /> I TORE BACK MY HANDS FROM THE PROTECTIVE SHIELD OF MY DAD'S CARE<br />AND CROSSED ALL OCEANS TO JOIN MY SOUL-MATE.<br /><br /><br />THE SKY IS THE SAME HERE,NO DIFFERENCE AT ALL<br />THE TREES,THE FLOWERS,THE BIRDS OFFERS NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE.<br />BUT THE BONE-FREEZING WIND REMINDS ME<br />THAT IM FAR FAR AWAY FROM MY HOME-LAND....<br /><br />MARRIED LIFE IS WONDERFUL...LIKE A COOL COZY DAY<br />BUT THUNDERSTORMS CAN APPARATE AT ANY MOMENT<br />IT'S LIKE A SUGAR-FREE COFFEE....BITTER SOMETIMES<br />BUT ADD FRESHNESS TO OUR DAY.......<br /><br /><br />STILL,<br />AS I SIT HERE,ALONE.......<br />MY FINGER THROBBING IN PAIN,<br />QUERIES,CONFUSIONS,DOUBTS...ECHOES THROUGHOUT MY MIND.<br />WHERE ARE ALL THOSE CARE??WHERE ARE ALL THOSE PAMPERING?<br />WHERE IS THE LAUGHTER?WHERE IS THE LOVE??<br /><br />WITH A BLEEDING HEART,I REALISED.....<br />GONE WERE THE DAYS OF THE NEWLY-BORN LARVAE<br />SNOOZING WARMLY INSIDE THE COCOON<br />COMPLETELY UNAWARE OF THE WORLD AROUND IT.<br />NOWTHAT TIME HAS METAMORPHOSED IT IN TO A FULLY GROWN BUTTERFLY<br />ALL THE CARE,COZINESS AND CONCERNS DISSOLVED LIKE MIST.<br /><br />I STAND ALONE,TORN AWAY FROM THE SHADES OF ANGELIC WINGS<br /><br />SLOWLY,IT CAME TO MY SENSE <br />THAT NEVER CAN I STEAL BACK THOSE WONDERFUL MOMENTS<br />NEVER CAN I GO BACK TO THAT CAREFREE LIFE....<br /><br />ALL I HAVE NOW ARE THE MEMORIES OF A GLORIOUS PAST<br />AND A GARLAND MADE OF TEAR DROPS,LONGING FOR A REVERSAL OF TIME.</span>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-2215972611927832722009-01-22T09:57:00.000-08:002009-01-22T10:00:09.944-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhB3ruktGpFtLW1u5JDeA27ydyaLvEhGasz92wUc0wtd7H9IxxLRSO6PpyVb79f38KuTQITpZ-2PjDRb98qs0xLUge-a1e95RetXga1QxkjR0yQBquqBIJX8UpRiahtPmD79qxTPA/s1600-h/HG.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhB3ruktGpFtLW1u5JDeA27ydyaLvEhGasz92wUc0wtd7H9IxxLRSO6PpyVb79f38KuTQITpZ-2PjDRb98qs0xLUge-a1e95RetXga1QxkjR0yQBquqBIJX8UpRiahtPmD79qxTPA/s320/HG.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294179180117730146" /></a><br />A NIGHT-TIME TRAGEDY<br /><br />The air was still;no movement at all<br />Silence unfolded her dark blanket allover<br />Even the sky seems to be sleeping<br />With all its lanterns off…<br />It’s a dry night,like my mind<br />Yearning for a drop of rain,<br />Or a drop of tear???<br />My eyes fell on a speck of gold-<br />A firefly caught in a spider’s web<br />Struggling for its dear life,it shuddered<br />As eight fiery eyes enjoyed the pain<br />In a fit of rage I wiped out the web<br />{To the entire dissatisfaction of mr.spider}<br />Just to help the teeny-weeny insect…<br />The web broke…<br />Proud to be a saviour,I looked around<br />To get a glance of the fire-fly<br />Bidding a thousand prayers to her guardian angel<br />But I was disappointed,it was not there<br />The night was same as ever,thickening darkness prevailed<br />Under a dry leaf I could see a sparkle<br />As I looked closely at my feet<br />Wings being torn away,it stretched,shriveled and shivered<br />And slowly slid silently in to the blackness<br />The bare night devoured it with great relish<br />Leaving me behind,with eyes brimmed with tears…<br /></span>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-26275749180656199232008-02-23T20:53:00.000-08:002008-02-23T21:56:31.291-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhe0aRQYA6ziZ20LWVoYjeA8BOnWNiMdNPluYKinzgu1GSe2dOFGLbY6owHOTGAvIBb9dOr5_lB8JV9tOqoCPQq7_XYLGz_hIiYRDN1XbasO22vXoc6NraZ4JRmZ9JKAO5Gj_Cc2A/s1600-h/captionit234722I364D33.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhe0aRQYA6ziZ20LWVoYjeA8BOnWNiMdNPluYKinzgu1GSe2dOFGLbY6owHOTGAvIBb9dOr5_lB8JV9tOqoCPQq7_XYLGz_hIiYRDN1XbasO22vXoc6NraZ4JRmZ9JKAO5Gj_Cc2A/s320/captionit234722I364D33.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5170421245075172130" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">A TRIBUTE TO MY ANGEL...</span><br />Never had I believed in angels<br />Until I met u my lord!!<br /><br />Never had I thought of the pangs of love<br />Until u made me feel it<br /><br />Never had I heard my heart’s murmur<br />Until I had u in my life..<br /><br />Love’s blind:that’s an old quote..<br /><br />But….love’s light…love’s bright…<br />…love’s sight…for me<br /><br />The magnificence of sunlight…<br />The warmth of sun-rays…<br />The fragrance of spring-blossoms..<br />The damp smell of wet earth<br />Never have they meant so much to me<br />till you invaded my spirit and soul…<br /><br />I placed at your feet<br />The saga of my tear-soaked past<br />A single wave of hand<br />You wiped it out……..<br />Dreams…love….passion…………<br />No room they had in my mind<br />A mere shadow....grooping in darkness and despair<br />That was me…..four seasons back<br /><br />As the chilling winter paved way for the flowery spring<br />Heaven blessed me with you my angel..<br />The lantern of hope,the light of love,the spirit of joy..<br />You painted my fancies with the colours of rainbow<br />You taught me the language of silence<br />You showed me the serenity of solitude<br />You gave a meaning to my life…<br /><br />Keep this in mind my lord..<br />You are now a part of my soul<br />There’s no “you” and “me”<br />There’s only “us”<br />Be like this,never ever let you change…<br />Be mine,forever,’cause you are a dream come true..AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-87125521190110699602007-08-02T09:51:00.000-07:002007-08-02T09:56:48.320-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEia7WTpPb_RnHQMLo0u0DOxPCfjXi48m6gUP8pwAgZdvltoGKUAIE1zi09Aw1lObQKEyVIw-SxP9mmxrmb8G_QY-tKGFE3MRWaE024LGrW-efYsEkCVuwMlkQ5EKKwMm7OXX2a-5g/s1600-h/g.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEia7WTpPb_RnHQMLo0u0DOxPCfjXi48m6gUP8pwAgZdvltoGKUAIE1zi09Aw1lObQKEyVIw-SxP9mmxrmb8G_QY-tKGFE3MRWaE024LGrW-efYsEkCVuwMlkQ5EKKwMm7OXX2a-5g/s320/g.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5094147287996449026" border="0" /></a><br /> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:";font-size:14;color:fuchsia;" ><span style="font-size:130%;"> A RHYTHMIC LULLABY</span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:";font-size:14;color:fuchsia;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">It’s a wet night<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>Drenched and damp<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">The part of the day that I love most<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"> The night time….<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">The time of dreams……the time of fantasies<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">The cool breeze<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>the sweet smelling blooms<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">The fragrance of wet earth<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span>The distant song of a nightingale<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">All stirs in me a new dream<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"> Yes!I’ve a dream<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>To have a baby<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span> A sweet fairy girl<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">She will have the purity of this night<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>The serenity of this rain<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>.........The aura of my angel……<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">She will glow like a star<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"> She will smile like the moon<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">She will be a real beauty-a replica of my angel…..<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">The day of her birth<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>It will be the sweetest day of our life<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">The fulfillment of an all-time cherished dream<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">I’ll sing to her soothing lullabies<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>That rises from my deep heart<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">I’ll sing to her the story of<span style=""> </span>“an angel and rhythm”<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">I’ll sing to her our dreams,our hopes,our whims….<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">I’ll be her mother,her friend,her sister<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">I’ll love her with all my heart…..<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">But…..I know…..she’ll like her father more<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>As girls always do<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>As I love my daddy……<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">When she utter her first word<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>Both of us will cry-I’m sure<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">The tears of joy,the tears of pride….<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">When she walks without support<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>With her dainty legs <o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>firmly planted on the ground,<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">hand in hand,we will stare ,without blinking.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">When I scold her,she’ll run to her father<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">And,with her tear-stricken face and trembling lips<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>Will jump to his lap<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>And hide her face in his shoulders.</span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">As dreams have no limit<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>My thoughts wander and wander<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>With out any stop……..<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">But I can still hear a lullaby<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><span style=""> </span>A lullaby full of passion<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;">And the tinkling sound of an innocent smile………..<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style="color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-2736349063628200142007-05-17T10:24:00.000-07:002007-05-18T10:20:30.489-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjT9erGQd8OPqI1r9nvHuwuW5n2uIoVVOnDCBn-eivAYMlzlfwBoMF631Y8e1iKdfTtNdvPt6PlDt69zpVeNvz-wNSYxYzCUxrNfKBGLvGLdmv3QZQNtcLCYRDlAktjzIdcxL3WkA/s1600-h/holding+hands.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjT9erGQd8OPqI1r9nvHuwuW5n2uIoVVOnDCBn-eivAYMlzlfwBoMF631Y8e1iKdfTtNdvPt6PlDt69zpVeNvz-wNSYxYzCUxrNfKBGLvGLdmv3QZQNtcLCYRDlAktjzIdcxL3WkA/s320/holding+hands.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5065581968200764338" border="0" /></a><br /><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>A BRIDE’S REVERIE</b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><br /><b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">The bell struck five………………………..<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">As the voice echoed through the streets<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">A gush of excitement chilled my spirit<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I was wide awake………from the deep slumber<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Shedding the last remnants of<span style=""> </span>a sweetdream<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Its my wedding day<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Within a few hours……………<o:p></o:p></b></p> <div style="border-style: none none dotted; padding: 0in 0in 1pt;"> <p style="border: medium none ; margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; padding: 0in; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>My angel will be holding my hands before the Holy Spirit<o:p></o:p></b></p> </div> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>It seems a life time <o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">since I went to school for the first time,<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span>wearing short pinafore,<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Holding my mum’s hand <o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">And screaming all the way down<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>My dad getting me dressed,<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Murmuring about my laziness<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>The sound thrashing from him <o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">For getting drenched all over in rain<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>And the thousand kisses he gave<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">On seeing my tear-stained face</b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><br /><b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Still I remember the day-I was just thirteen then<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">When I thought of ending my life<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>On seeing my poor marks in physics<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">The pranks we did on school……….oh! they are unforgettable<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><br /></b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">And the day I got a love letter<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>I was thrilled beyond words-<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Though I didn’t show it on my face<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><br /></b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">The ecstasy that filled me<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">When my sir praised my poem with wide open eyes<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">And said……<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">“You’ve got an exuberant imagination”</b><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hours that flew like seconds,</span></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> in the company of my friends-my sweet pies</span></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><span style="font-weight: bold;">the love and dreams we shared,</span></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><span style="font-weight: bold;">the tears and smiles we shed..............<br /></span></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br /><b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><br /></b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">The ever-green trees, election campaigns and the lover’s corner<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">of our college campus………….<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><br /></b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">And now I’ve reached here-the next stage of my life is going to start<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Wedding bells will be ringing<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Blessings will be showered upon us<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><br /></b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Finally……the moment will come……when I should loose<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>The tight grip on my dads hand…………..<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>I’ll be snatched away from them…<o:p></o:p></b></p> <div style="border-style: none none dotted; border-color: -moz-use-text-color -moz-use-text-color windowtext; border-width: medium medium 3pt; padding: 0in 0in 1pt;"> <p style="border: medium none ; margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; padding: 0in;"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> </div> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><br /></b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Tears welled up my eyes<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>I started to weep terribly.<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""> </b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">A tight embrace broke my reverie<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">It was my dad and mum<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">They were smiling,a radiant smile<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Eclipsing all my sorrows<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">And as they guided me out from the room<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I realized<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">They’ll never be away from me</b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><br /><b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>‘cause without them<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span>I won’t have a soul……..<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-22172745927696526872007-05-07T22:26:00.000-07:002007-05-09T20:58:56.579-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUADU5UzXoJV16zQ2ydYGUakVamB06bN6KDyquJ98ZpuYsCeVohxVAudItxaWC25NvRZrKtt1XvGWOwPfBXvFX0KP9CKtJJ41uCahh_p4mZiDQSwO-csjACb37WbueD3E1Fmk-GA/s1600-h/Praying+Hands+2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUADU5UzXoJV16zQ2ydYGUakVamB06bN6KDyquJ98ZpuYsCeVohxVAudItxaWC25NvRZrKtt1XvGWOwPfBXvFX0KP9CKtJJ41uCahh_p4mZiDQSwO-csjACb37WbueD3E1Fmk-GA/s320/Praying+Hands+2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5062775701985214722" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">WAITING FOR THE FINAL JUDGEMENT<br /></span></span></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span><b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Darkness…………..Darkness everywhere<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">The rain lashing against the willows<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">The wind blowing with all its might<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>The owls hooting madly<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>This place seems so creepy!!<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">As the darkness envelops my spirit and surroundings<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I stand alone……….faraway from my land<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Not even a single firefly to show me the way<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Not even ray of hope to lighten my worries<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I realize………….now………….I’m in hell<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Leaving my earthly life,<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I’ve reached hell<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">The ghastly place of punishment……<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Blood sucking vampires flew past me<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Warning me of an unknown fate<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Fate???Do I-a mere shadow of me-have a fate?<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I need someone,oh god,I needa company<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Never leave me here,never isolate me in this devilish moor<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Beat me,whip me,put me on fire<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">But never leave me here<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I scream at the top of my voice<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Heaven forbid!!i’ve lost my voice<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I’ve lost my face,my body<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I’ve lost my existence…………<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I kneel before you my lord<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">If only I could turn back time<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I would have erased all my mistakes<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I plead your mercy my lord,<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">dont leave me here<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I wait for your judgement-the final judgement.<o:p></o:p></b></p> <div style="border-style: none none dotted; border-color: -moz-use-text-color -moz-use-text-color windowtext; border-width: medium medium 3pt; padding: 0in 0in 1pt;"> <p style="border: medium none ; margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; padding: 0in; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> </div> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">……<o:p></o:p></b></p>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-58631419120820640812007-02-23T22:30:00.000-08:002007-03-28T22:40:03.914-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOyl5T261_eIThjnL0xMEv92HReEV3H2AjaJSQYPiETD0FM1QUJeRIdwjPFHefP5EDKd6wdM_QC8-DjdV7sIuj9PRSxaI7iwho8Ln06f3TSjbNYlgyDaxxS8usoVtykkIZPboiHQ/s1600-h/ShowLetter_039.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOyl5T261_eIThjnL0xMEv92HReEV3H2AjaJSQYPiETD0FM1QUJeRIdwjPFHefP5EDKd6wdM_QC8-DjdV7sIuj9PRSxaI7iwho8Ln06f3TSjbNYlgyDaxxS8usoVtykkIZPboiHQ/s320/ShowLetter_039.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5047216935797982306" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="font-size:130%;">IS THIS A DREAM??????</span><br /><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><br /></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><br />It’s a bright morning………fresh and fragrant<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">As the cheery sunshine uncovers the dark sheets of night<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">A new day blooms……….spreading smiles all over<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">The dewdrop wakes up the rose buds from their sweet nap<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">The snow white rose tends to open her petals<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">And feel the life around her<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">As I gaze intently on her “soft tresses”<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">My thoughts turn towards you, my angel<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">This flower reflects your enigmatic smile<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">This flower portrays your true innocence<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I long to tell you a thousand things<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">But…..as your voice graze my ear<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">My tongue seems tied<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">If only my heart was a mirror<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">You could see them written with my blood<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>As I wait endlessly for your return<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Hearing your voice refreshes me as a summer shower<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>So, never ever think that I don’t expect to hear you<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">For it will make me weep.<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span>Remember…..you vowed that “you will never let me weep”<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt 81pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span>When you say “I love you, I need you”<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt 81pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Again and again<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt 81pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Fear creeps in to my mind………….<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Now you adore me as an angel<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">But ………when this fantasy gives way to reality<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>If ……I’m not fit for you…..will you leave me dear?<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>I shudder at that thought<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">It shakes my entire being<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I can’t afford to lose you my dear<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Oh God! Is this a dream?<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Am I day-dreaming as usual?<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Is this angel real?<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Does he really love me?<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I dart questions at myself…………………………..<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>If it’s not my fancy<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">If he actually exists……<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I have only one prayer<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">A prayer from my deep heart<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">My Lord! Let his love be everlasting<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Let he be mine…………..forever<o:p></o:p></b></p> <div style="border-style: none none dotted; border-color: -moz-use-text-color -moz-use-text-color windowtext; border-width: medium medium 3pt; padding: 0in 0in 1pt;"> <p style="border: medium none ; margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; padding: 0in; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> </div> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> <br /></span></b></p><p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""></span> The shower has gained strength<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">I woke up from my reverie<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">My snow white rose now<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Smiles like an elegant princess<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">A little butterfly touched her petals<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Making her blush<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Let me sketch a message on her wings for you<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">Let her fly “crossing all oceans”<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">And come to you<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Let her softly kiss your cheeks <o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style="">And make you happy<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Let her quench your thirst for love<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>And soothe your heart with new dreams<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Sweet dreams yet to come……<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="font-family:Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></b></p>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-1171086472898797362007-02-09T21:41:00.001-08:002007-05-24T00:44:08.391-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7476/2932/1600/122879/sruthi.u.s.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7476/2932/320/689190/sruthi.u.s.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial;font-size:180%;" >HOPE</span><b style=""><span style="font-size:14;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">As I walk through these tiled steps<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>dragging my feet<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">I feel the tender gaze of an angel<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">My legs seem rooted to this spot<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>As if bound by an invisible rope<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">Memories gushed forth bringing tears in to my eyes<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">Days before I witnessed the apparition of an angel<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">An angel clad in snow flakes,<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Stealing my heart with his very first glance<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">We never spoke………our eyes spoke for us<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">We never met………...our dreams made us close<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">We became one………our souls became one<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">But….as days sped past…..<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>It was time for him to leave<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">My heart bled……………..<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">He promised to come back<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>And take me to his world<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Where we are freed from all barriers<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">A great vacuum filled my heart<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>From where he was tore away<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">Now an ocean lies between us<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">When I smile at the moon<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>He may be watching the rising sun<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">Today………as I move through this same spot<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>Where I first met my angel<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">My thoughts turn towards my unknown future<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style=""> </span>An eternity lying before us<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">Still…..i hope……I dream……I yearn for his return<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">And that hope alone helps me bear<o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span style=";font-size:100%;" > </span><span style="font-size:100%;">The grieving pang of separation.</span><o:p></o:p></b></p>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-1166105002969890892006-12-14T05:57:00.001-08:002007-05-24T00:45:24.078-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7476/2932/1600/253122/lotus_v.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7476/2932/320/899457/lotus_v.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Yearning for love</span></span><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);"><o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">broken heart.....oozing blood...<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">hurting me,killing me,with all its might.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">but once i was a sweet rhythm,flowing through<span style=""> </span>the meadows,<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">along the streams and beside the rivers.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">i met a lotus,a rosy white lotus,<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">calling me to touch its petals<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">but,it closed its petals while i flew towards it.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">i was hurt,but never heart broken<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">i continued my journey,till i met another lotus,<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">a blue lotus.............<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">it never called me,but i went to its side<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">it was beautiful,but it had a hidden sorrow.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">i touched its petals,it opened its eyes<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">we became friends,no,more than friends<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">something which words cant express......<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">but soon,i realized,he cant be mine<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">my dreams are only mere dreams<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">but,i cant leave him,for he means much more to me<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">all i can do is weep by his side<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"><b style=""><span style="color: rgb(94, 85, 64);">now,my heart is broken,shattered in to thousand pieces.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-1163220585924101862006-11-10T20:33:00.000-08:002006-11-10T20:49:45.936-08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> ENDLESS THOUGHTS</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Writhing,struggling,bursting to come alive</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> are thoughts trapped inside me</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">LIke a firefly caught in a spider web</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> they move about,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Praying for an escape to the outer world</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">They were my only friends,from birth till now</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Shared my life through thick and thin</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Endless nights I spent,brooding over them</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Shed tears,overcome by the lava of grief......</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">****************************************</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Thoughts about the ways I have gone through </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> and still to go.............</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Thoughts about the offered hands </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> when I was caught in quagmires</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Thoughts about the gifted smiles </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> when I had forgotten how to laugh</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> And again.................</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">The magical moments of happiness</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> in the company of stars and angels</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">The rainbow hue blown to my side</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> when I was in utter dismay </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">The unknown love sent to me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> by a secret admirer</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> And again...................</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">The blooming flowers,the splashing steam</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> the setting sun and the spreading darkness</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">All these thoughts hover inside me </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> pleading to be free from this dark cell.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> But i cant let u go my friends,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">for.........hiding behind you.........are secrets</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">the darkest secrets..............not to be disclosed........</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> preying on every bit of my soul.........</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">You are fated to end in my grave</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> after this tiring journey of life</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">If ever there is a place called heaven(or hell?????)</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> I will let you free</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> when the chains that seal my lips</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> will break loose........forever</span>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-1159540527040317982006-09-29T07:30:00.000-07:002006-09-29T07:35:27.043-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7476/2932/1600/angel99.0.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7476/2932/320/angel99.0.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >MAY BE.............</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">a voice ......as sweet as yours</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">echoes throughout my mind</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">a fragrance.....as enchanting as urs</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">flames up my spirit</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">a smile........as gentle as yours</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">warms up my heart</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">you gave me a garland of roses</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">in the shades of a rainbow</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">tied with the threads of ur love</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">you lighted a candle of hope</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">inside my weeping heart</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">you applied vermillion on my parted hair</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">that kindled sparks of joy in me</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">you came in to my dreams</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">and me to thine</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">soul met soul,and shared our thoughts</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">but,you are there,a hundred miles away</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">we are not destined to meet</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">may be...................</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">in heaven ,we will meet</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">two angels fated to be one</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">only after death...............</span>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-1151123666940248332006-06-23T21:14:00.000-07:002006-06-23T21:34:26.946-07:00A SWEET DREAM<br />Tear drops drenched the dreams of my previous sleep <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7476/2932/1600/ang3.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7476/2932/320/ang3.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />I was woken by a sudden rush of grief<br />Someone was weeping,weeping in her mind<br />Again I slipped to sleep to witness a new dream<br />Faraway from my land,I saw a girl,a beautiful girl<br />Tender,sweet,loving and caring<br />Tears sparkled in her otherwise charming eyes<br />Was she smiling? Oh yes….a false smile<br />A grieving smile pasted on her lips<br />But…….that delicate smile…..it vanished…<br />Banning me from viewing its beauty<br />Oh, how romantic she seems now, like a snowy petal<br />I touched her cheeks, I felt her mind<br />She was a lonely child full of worries and tensions<br />Thirsting for love and caring<br />I chanted in to her ears, a secret, the secret of love<br />“Oh my dear, be happy, look at the world around u<br />The dancing trees, chirping birds, singing streams<br />The fragrant wind that sways at ur sides<br />The innocent kids that smiles at ur face<br />The pitter patter of falling raindrops and<br />The shimmering rainbow waving at u<br />Look around the world and feel its love<br />Think about the treasures that god gifted u<br />Think about the nature that tries to make u smile<br />Open ur eyes to a new world,full of happiness and cheer<br />U r not alone,feel the angelic hands that embrace u<br />Driving u in to a happy world”<br />My words made her happy,a smile appeared on her lips<br />Not a temporary one, a lasting tempting one<br />It was the last scene of my dream,a nice sweet dream.AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-1149173935182914392006-06-01T07:50:00.000-07:002007-04-21T22:04:26.070-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMuBbgmuBxEQo8RgwIWhmLBp55x57U-218nQhQ7v26rFgiMEdc-oD9Ed_7FYnL9qq2oFS7KA0m4-_ssNZAK-BN5QcSWUPkvYzwTTE2Z83ZO6NjziRWCu9tLgq3Y_r8xKQiybBLXQ/s1600-h/ATT18058.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMuBbgmuBxEQo8RgwIWhmLBp55x57U-218nQhQ7v26rFgiMEdc-oD9Ed_7FYnL9qq2oFS7KA0m4-_ssNZAK-BN5QcSWUPkvYzwTTE2Z83ZO6NjziRWCu9tLgq3Y_r8xKQiybBLXQ/s320/ATT18058.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5056112079737010018" border="0" /></a><br /> <span style="font-weight: bold;">U WILL FIND HER</span><br /><div align="right"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" ><br /></span></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Be in peace dear,don’t play with life</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Just close ur eyes and pray in ease</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Think of a flower and feel its fragrance</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Caress the velvety petals and give it a kiss</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">For .one day,the flower will become a lady</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Sweet and tender ,loving and kind</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">She will come beside u,with a mystic smile</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">And give u a kiss,with her soft lips.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">She will be with u today,tomorrow and forever</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">She will be ur soulmate,ur lifepartner ,<br />A flower princess for my beloved angel </span></div></div>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-1147582534450343012006-05-13T21:30:00.000-07:002006-06-24T00:39:33.526-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7476/2932/1600/to%20u7.gif"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 226px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 199px" height="200" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7476/2932/320/to%20u7.png" width="260" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><p align="right"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;">A LETTER FROM AN ANONYMOUS LOVER</span><br />Once in a day dream, I received a message<br />A message from an anonymous lover<br />A message marked with passion, a message tinged with love,<br />A message drawn from sincerest feelings.<br />It was a love letter, a letter full of love.<br />It contained nothing but “a thousand good wishes for me”<br />It was not just words, but heart-felt expression of ‘someone’s’ love.<br />Overwhelmed with joy, tears rolled down my cheeks<br />I felt salty in my mouth, but it tasted good<br />Salt sprinkled with love…………….<br />I was wide awake, laughing merrily<br />Weeping loudly, all at the same time.<br />I was happy, happier than ever, happiest in the world<br />‘cause I was not alone, I have someone,an angel who loves me with all his heart</span></p>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27792115.post-1147264251930207552006-05-10T05:29:00.000-07:002006-06-24T00:40:21.433-07:00<span style="color:#000000;">LIFE VERSES DEATH </span><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7476/2932/1600/Jesus_prayer.1.jpg"><span style="color:#000000;"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 135px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 233px" height="259" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7476/2932/320/Jesus_prayer.1.jpg" width="169" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#000000;"><br /><br />If I were given a chance to live again,<br />I would wake early in the morning just to smell the calm air,<br />To see the early rays kiss the buds to make them smile,<br />To feel the fragrant wind that wafts through my entire being.<br />I would walk through the still-wet grass and<br />Smile to everyone that I meet.<br />I would listen to the chirping of the birds<br />To feel the ecstasy that fills my heart.<br />I would sit at the se-shore only to<br />Shout at the waves and watch them die.<br />I would make a sand palace and think about<br />The prince and princess “that lived happily ever after”<br />I would play in the rain and get wet myself,<br />Singing madly to an unknown listener<br />I would leave all my worries and<br />Proclaim “life is beautiful”……………….!<br />But my life-journey is ending<br />I am a dying patient……………….<br />My earthly life was sweet, like a sweet dream.<br />Oh God! let me post you a request<br />Extend my life span to one more day, sothat<br />I can tell my kith and kin……………<br />………“This life is worth living”……….</span>AN ANGEL'S MESSAGEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16318970959432545685noreply@blogger.com2